So I convinced myself today to end this silly crush, seeing that it wouldn't be fruitful. This lasted less than an hour. Seeing her again reinforced my unfortunate, eventual demise. Damn! I will keep you posted on how this continues to unfold.
On another front, I am working on a few songs! It seems like forever since I have done that. I've floundered about a few stinkers 3 or so years ago, but I think these have promise. I am feeling pretty stoked about it and am enjoying the creative process a bunch. It is a certain kind of high, perhaps this is why I can't find the nerve to ask this gorgeous woman out. A crash right now wouldn't be what I need. Excited as hell about the songs though, and I everytime I see her face.
See the way you ended this post shows that you really don't want to give up on her just yet. Maybe just keep doing stuff together as friends and see where that goes, it worked for the guy in my life.
ReplyDeleteHow amazing that you are writing songs again! I love the stuff that you burned for me, I think you have a real gift with words, an ability to say things in a very simple yet unoriginal way. Yeah, that's how I describe you. I saw on facebook that you got to hang out with some people and play a bit, how cool is that! That's the great thing about music, you can not touch it forever but it is always there waiting to come flooding back into your life. So there is a picture on facebook that has you tagged or supposedly it does but I can't figure out which one you are so which one are you?